(8). The Bully & Betrayal
I went to Hong Kong and was interviewed by the online radio host several times. All I wanted was to tell who I am, why I’m here and to tell people to start opening their minds. I wanted to tell them to take more care of themselves; to know more about the right way to live.
About six to seven months after the interviews, that man started to accuse me as a cult, a liar, at his show, and that all I wanted was money because I offered healing. He said that even though I was a walk-in from the 13th dimension, I was evil. He told everyone I was a spiritual cult. But not one person ever came forward to say that I over-charged them, that they didn’t receive help or anything. No one. He had no evidence all along but only guessing based on his perception and unproven rumours. His audience started listening to him, simply because he was an online radio host.
A lot of my followers in Hong Kong, who still believe in me, wrote a lot of letters hoping me not to stop not to give up, asking me to keep helping them. So, I stopped charging any money for my healing services. I didn’t feel it was worth it.
Some began to think that I was crazy, that I had lost my mind. Some of my friends or relatives don’t believe in me. I was lucky that my children and husband still fully supported me. The attacks and bully did not stop me.
I made a second trip with Mary to Hong Kong to share the next part of my mission and to let more to know about the star children and star people. They are just like us only in different forms. Many of them are on Earth today as walk-ins or they came in at birth. They just want to experience Earth or to help. It was quite successful and the participants were happy to see Mary and other guests’ research and sharing.
After that trip, I decided that I have finished spreading my message. I have a happy life in Australia, living with my husband and my family. I am safe there. I didn’t want to experience that betrayal like last time anymore. I started to doubt myself.
I kept a low profile now. I don’t tell others anything about myself unless I know them very well. I don’t feel ashamed, I am still very proud of who I am but I have lost the excitement when I first came in … full of passion and telling everyone about my journey. I am quieter now and stay at home. I am still open and happy to help and share my story with those who come to me.
I am unable to fit into human society. At the beginning, I tried very hard to fit in, so that I can do what I can. It turned out that humans are just unable to accept me. I am grateful that my family fully supports and accepts me and we have a better relationship than before. At work, I became more independent.
In the past, I was very aware of my emotions. The hardest thing about being a walk-in was learning to deal with human emotions. Now, I understand what emotions are all about. I am treating them like a movie – experience the feelings and let go. Before walk-in, I would be very persistent on many things, now I am consciously experiencing life and understand that everything is just an illusion.
It seemed to me that human beings didn’t want to hear the truth. I started reading a lot of books about how humans choose their belief systems. It is important to know because humans should have the free will to choose what they want to believe. I found that the belief system around this world is totally wrong. People have been brainwashed into thinking who they are, whom they should listen to, what they should think. They do not know the truth of who they really are or their true history.
