More than 15 years ago, I was diagnosed with Scleroderma, an incurable autoimmune disease. Because of my sickness, our business was shut down, my whole life and my family were in desperate. I prayed to the Buddha and asked the gods to either take my life or give me a chance to live with good health. Miraculously, my prayers were answered.

I thought, “If I really die like this, that wasn’t too bad. It was quick.”

I felt very relaxed and peaceful. Then I saw a golden light. I could see my own body and there were three beings around me. They had long blond hair, and their eyes looked different, bigger than ours. They were in all white gowns and shoes. They all looked alike but not the same.

The supreme spirits looked like performing a ritual or operation on me, putting loads of lights into my body.

“We hear what you are thinking. We are here trying to heal your body and restart your life.  But in this case, one of our spirits will go into your body. They will guide you to help other souls. Will you accept this destiny of yours?”

I knew something had happened. Me as Kaza, had entered Katze’s body. At that time, our soul energy was 50/50.  50% Katze and 50% Kaza. We lived together in the same body. Kaza learned how Katze live, her habits and how Katze was as a human being. We began to understand each other but honestly, I thought I was going crazy.

I started to hear from spirits. I was researching for cure for my sickness and the voices would tell me which was right or not for me. I thought the voices were from the ghosts. Over time, the voices began to show themselves during my dreams, or appearing in fuzzy bodies during daytime. Many more different kinds of spirits began to show up. The more I meditated the more they came forward.

I constantly had heavy bleeding and spent most of my days in hospital during this pregnancy. There were numerous times when I came back from death. It was another bleeding, lying in bed, I was waiting for the doctors when I saw a pair of big golden hands on my stomach. I had no idea what was happening. “No! You have to survive. We need this baby. He is very important.”