(5). Gift of Trance
After I got pregnant, I started to hear from spirits. I was researching for cure for my sickness and the voices would tell me which was right or not for me. When I went to the grocery stores, I saw different colors on top of the food. When I touched a pack of cheese, for example, I would know and hear what the ingredients were and if they were good or bad for me. It was like I was receiving information from the cheese, like a download of information with data running through my head.
Chinese believes in ghosts. I thought the voices were from the ghosts. Over time, the voices began to show themselves during my dreams, or appearing in fuzzy bodies during daytime. Many more different kinds of spirits began to show up. At first, they just stood there and looked at me and I looked at them. The more I meditated the more they came forward. Some came and told me who they are, where they are from, saying they were here to teach me and help me while I am here in this world. They said they are also here to guide me how to help souls in need.
I was confused because I didn't exactly know how to help. I was just an ordinary woman, a housewife. I didn't have high education background and I would not go back to school. They said they would help me if I gave them permission. I agreed.
They taught me how to use essential oils, herbs, how to make potions, they taught me about spells and language of spirits. I received messages and learnt that a team of spirits from the realm of the 13th dimension are with me at all times. People who can see energy or spirits will be able to see them around me.
Sometimes the deceased would come and ask me to pass messages to a loved one. I just do it because I felt like I should. I began to know things that others didn’t or things about that person. I would know things about the newscaster on tv when I watch the news. I actually felt uncomfortable with all this information. I could read people’s minds too. I didn’t like that either. I still didn’t tell anyone about what was going on with me because I thought I was losing my mind and going crazy. But all that changed with my fourth pregnancy.
